fatty

i'm fucked up. and the only way i can express just a bit of what i'm thinking is through this

Thursday, April 22, 2010

well abc failed, but i'm still happy

this week on sun i had less then 500
monday and tuesday i had over 1000 coz of peanut butter
wednesday i had 300 but i binged but i purged all of that
thursday i've had around 200. but i think i mite have some more coz i'm feeling a lil dizzy.
i have been dizzy all day.
i think i'll just stick to 500 or less.
500 being the max. iuno if i can handle any lower at the moment.
i was going to pass out today.
but yeah lost 1.5kg.
i'm 50.5kg now. so i'm happy.
at least i'm losing
and the eating "normally" and b/p didnt make me gain.
wooo.
i'm also walking to and from school now.
which takes about 40 mins. 'which then is 80 mins altogether
plus walking for an hour at night or skipping
and weights, and situps/crunches

i'm finally feeling okay.
AND i didnt purge for 4 days. i was so proud. i'm trying to go for 5 now.
hope i can
xx

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