my boyfriend thinks its okay for him to not take care of himself.
he thinks it doesnt hurt me.
he thinks i dont worry my brains out.
he thinks i dont cry.

well you know what?
i'm just going to starve. and purge.
and when you find out, IF you ever find out.
you'll know how it feels.

this may be mean or hypocritical or whatever, but im sick of it.
i hate it. and he dosnet get it. taste your own medicine.