fatty

i'm fucked up. and the only way i can express just a bit of what i'm thinking is through this

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

i didnt eat anything today.

breakfast: coffee, gum
lunch: gum, coffee, diet coke
dinner: ????????

im conteplating whether or not i should eat an ice block my mum just bought. 139 cals.
do i need these cals?
i dont know.
today is a 500 day.
but i feel ew.
gross.
yuck.
my head is kind of spinning.
my stomach rumbled the whole day. it was so fucking embarrassing. i had a test and all i could hear was GRRRRRRRSKJDFHSLDKJFHSLDKJFHD.
seriously wtf.
im thinking i might just have a water ice block.
45 cals.
thats okay.
i can deal with that.
i can burn that off plus an extra 167 cals burned by walking later.
yeah i think i will.
i'm feeling way to dizzy.

xx hope i dont binge.
please.

[EDIT]
okay i ate.
i had too, i felt like i was going to faint and i was so cold that i dont think i'd be able to work out later.
so i had 2 water ice blocks : 90
had a chocolate honeycomb one too :139
lettuce and dressing and this other leaf vege thing: 46
small green apple : 53
TOTAL : 328.

i'm okay with that.
now i feel SO FULL.
diet coke helps.

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