fatty

i'm fucked up. and the only way i can express just a bit of what i'm thinking is through this

Friday, April 23, 2010

might have been a little over? but gonna work it off :)

i think i had between 400-600 today.
since i've been walking to and from school (1 hour) and not eating till i get home,
i tend to start feeling dizzy and woosy like i'm about to pass out or something.
its kinda scary, like i'm bout to fall asleep.
but yeah, thats why i went abit over today.
but i still have to skip which will burn 200.
and yeah.
things havnt been so good. i miss my best friend so much.
and my mum is being a massive bitch to me.
my boyfriend thinks he appreciates me more then i do him, when he clearly ignores the nice things i do for him..
watever.
i'm going to be skinny,
so fuck everything.
i dont want to feel.
i just want to be skinny.
i think i might fast tomorow since i dont have school.
i'll drink lots of water so i dont cave.
hope i can do it.
x

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