not so bad.
keep going.
45 here i come.
weighed in yesterday. 51.5kg.
im not happy about that, but i'm not really sad about it either because:
- i binged all weekend man, i'm suprised i wasnt fucking 60kgs.
- my size 8 jeans are gettin loose around the waist. i can put them on/take them off without undoing the zipper and button. WOO
um i forgot what else i was going to say.
oh i'm just gona name my post with my calorie intake of the day coz yeah.
i dunno. i feel weird today. i was really unhappy and alot of people told my boyfriend that i was..
i dunno if i'm pissed about that or not.
the reason i was fucking depressed is that i now have no friends. OKAY!?
god, i thought that was obvious.
well i guess i do have friends but its not like i hang with them, i just know i dont belong into their "groups" and i'm sorry if i look a lil sad if i'm sittin by myself or walking around by myself like a loner. i mean you hardly expect anyone to be all smiles when walking by themselves. geez people.
anyways.
goodddddbyeeeeeeeeee
hopefully i dont fuck up tonight. x
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