fatty

i'm fucked up. and the only way i can express just a bit of what i'm thinking is through this

Friday, February 5, 2010

Topic 1: insomnia has taken over me

well at first, i didnt have a choice to not sleep. my assignment was due this week and i havnt finished it because i didnt understand the questions. so on sunday night i stayed up till 3. got up at 6. 3 hours sleep. i was soo tired the whole day on monday, i was literally dead woman walking. (dead fat woman walking.) i kept nodding off randomly in class. i expected to sleep that day. but i didnt. i asked the teacher about the assignment, he answered my questions and i stayed up till 2 doing my assignment. 4 hours sleep. i was completely trashed the next day. i didnt know if i was awake or sleeping. and the rest of the week i've just had 5 hours sleep everyday.
i dunno about anyone else but i need a good 7-8 hours to be on top of everything the next day. and well i've finished my assignment, but i'm still staying up and sleeping less then usual.
its completely killing me.
i miss sleep!
i love sleep!
i want to sleep right now! but theres always something thats keeping me awake. like a constant reminder of nothing? if that makes sense? i dont know.

2 comments:

  1. I also have major issues sleeping. I am on a truckload of medication, one being a very high dose that most get knocked out on a much smaller amount and it doesn't effect me and I usually have to take something more to sleep and I still didn't last night. Hmmm, that was a very long sentence, lol! I'm thinking you.
    *hugs*
    Sarah

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  2. i've been wanting to get sleepin tablets for a while now but i'm too chicken to ask my mum to get me some or go doctors to ask. lol i dont like doctors.
    thinking of you too !
    *hugs back*
    :)

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