i cant last all day without food because i have school. but when i get home. at like 4 or 5pm i eat. sometimes alot, sometimes a lil. but i purge. till everything is gone. till i taste acid. and then i last till it comes to 10-11pm. i eat again. and purge again. till everything is gone. till i taste acid.
the other day blood came up. and i didnt even stop. just kept going. kind of freaked me out, but i managed to keep on going.
"dont stop, all the food aint out of you yet. if you stop now, it'd stick to you and you'll be a fat idiot forever." whispered mia as the toilet bowl filled with the colour scarlet.
so yeah, i didnt stop. i did it again the next day. and again the day after. i'm officially addicted to purging. its so bad, but i cant stop. ah well. at least i'm gettin skinnier. thats the positive in this stupid fucked up situation.
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