i havnt purged in two days. THATS A FUCKING NEW RECORD! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
all i've been consuming to stay away from fainting is:
light peanut butter (its like half the cals of normal peanut butter. when my mum got it and i checked the back i literally jumped in excitement. LOL)
light sour cream (one container is like 400 cals. i dont normally eat the whole thing in a day, half or a quarter but today i consumed it all. i felt bad and thought about purging but i didnt.)
milo (20 cals a tablespoon. ohh yeahh. this stuff keeps me going.)
coffee ( it helps me stay awake during lessons in the morning. haha)
diet coke (seriously, to the person who invented this: your a fucking legend.)
waterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

so that's all i've been having these past couple of days. no solid food. nope nope. i feel lighter already and my stomach has FINALLY shrunk abit after days and days of endless binging and purging. i was afraid it was a permanant thing. phew. i havnt weighed myself in a week though. i'm so scared. i think i'll weigh on the weekend if i can keep this up for the next couple of days. i think i can. i can. i can. i can. i will. i will. i will.

x