Topic 2: school is completly shit.

i mean it literally shit. i just hate sociallising now. i like to be alone. i like to be isolated. the only person i stay with at school is my best friend. and my boyfriend. but thats about it. everyone just irratates me so much these days. one look from anyone and i wana punch them in the face. lol
even my other friends, i cant be bothered to hang with them/talk to them/ go out with them. it just seems like so much effort. and i always think i look like the needy one trying to please them and try to be the best friend i could be to them. yet they dont seem to try at all. and so i'm sick of it. sick of trying to please people. in the end.. whats the point really? all for nothing.
and the work load now is really starting to pile on. every subject we get hw now. and have exams in like 5-6 weeks. and assesments and assignments. i'm going insane. balancing my ED and studies is becoming so stressful and struggling. theres another topic i wana talk about.. next post.