He said, She said.

so today my boyfriend said...
"your so small. i bet i could wrap my arms around you twice." he said
"no you cant, i'm not that small." i said
"i can feel your ribs! your so skinny man! and you still think your fat." he said
"no you cant, you have to press and dig in to feel them" i said.
"no, really i can feel them." he said

i was happy happy happy after these two comments. i dont think i've ever been called "small" before. but then..
my sister said after i told her what my boyfriend said..
"why is he lying to you?"

.....

talk about killing my day. in result i was depressed and i ate. I FUCKING ATE. and i got rid of it straight away. it was funny. i didnt even had much and i felt SOOOOO FULL. like i ate a truck load of things. but i didnt. i had:
- this egg thing with vegetables around it. no idea how many cals
- a dumpling
- my sour cream
- this rice thing with like some kind of beans in it.

not much. but i felt so full and sick. like i was going to puke. so i did. lol.
SHAME ON ME.
restricting again tomorrow.