update

want want want her body!

why is she eating cake and had a kid and still so fucking hot when i'm stuck in the body of a mammoth?

AHHH
SORRY !
i just really dont have time to blog.
well a summary of what i've been up to or what i've been doing or whats going on:

• havnt weighed since last friday (fucking scared)
• started purging again (im a screw up i know, but i cant stop) didnt purge today though HORRAY i just hope to god i dont fucking eat anymore. its past seven so NO NO NO NO
• i've started skipping again. it makes my heart pump like no 2moro. like faster when it purges. it hurts too. i dunno if thats bad or good but it makes me all sweaty and shaky, i like it.
• i've had the "talk" with my bf, so i have new motivation. i dont wana be fat for my first time !
• mum and bff have commented on my weight. sayin i look skinner. liars.
• i have tests coming up. revise revise revise

and thats bout it. i mite update on weekend for my weight update. not sure, depends if i'm crushed down with work load and bulimia. shes fucking stealing my time again. bitch. i hate you.