Starting new sticking to it this time.

i really want to fit in my size 6 shorts.
its killing me.
i lost my virginity today.
i'm not really sure how i feel. it was good i suppose. but i dunno. it hurt too much for me to notice "pleasure". lol
anyway.
i did eat a lot today
and i lost count how many cals
from what i recall, i had

• sour cream
• crackers
• lettuce with seafood sauce
• half a carrot
• a few mini choc bars (lost count how many, however i never ate the whole thing. i just kinda chewed it in places, chucked it out, got another one and chewed it in places. im weird i know)
• these other types of crackers which i like because one long one is just 16 cals
• 1 1/2 rice cakes
• low fat youghurt

well i guess thats not too bad. but still bad
hmmm
i shall estimate how much they are now
sour cream: 150
crackers: 62
lettuce with seafood sauce: 30-50?
carrot : 10
choc bars: 40?+30?+150?+68?
cruskets: 16
rice cakes: 34
yohgurt: 40
620-650cals.

not too bad.
but could do better.
fasting for the next three days :)
im so excited.
its the holidays
i wana be skinny when school starts again.
starting it with a 3 day fast.
what i will be drinking :
LOTS of water
diet sodas
coffee
tea
and GUM
:)
im sorry, but i love gum.
4 cals a piece.
i think i'll be okay
lololol

now.. needa burn off 650 calories sitting in my stomach and write my essay..

toodles. :)
p.s FREJA BEHA IS THE HOT. THE HOT. THE HOT I WANT TO BE. *droolllllllllllllllls