I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH,
i want to die.
ive never cired so mych
ive never been so tired
and confused
and scared
and trapped.
im trapped by this fucking disease/
i need help but i cant fucking tell anyone beacuse it will ruin me
i would lose everyone
i would lose my mum
i would lose my sister
i would lose my boyfriend, he wont love me anymore if he kmnwe me .
i would lose my bestfriend, she wouldnt think that this is me. it'd kill her.
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I DONT KLNOW WAT TO DO'.
i hsve so much hw.
ive watsted my time on this fukcjbjkhsad thign,.
i hate myslef.
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fatty
i'm fucked up. and the only way i can express just a bit of what i'm thinking is through this
Please, calm down.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you should tell someone. I't won't ruin you if you tell someone very close, quite the opposite.
If your boyfriend loves you, he won't stop doing it if you told him. I told mine some months ago about my bulimia, and that was the best I could have done.
Tell about your problem to the person on who you trust more. You are probably scared (I was terrified), but I don't think you will regret it.