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i want to be 48 kilos.
coz then i can work to be 45 kilos.
i just want to be in the 40s !
the 50s is just so fucking depressing !
i want to cry!
:'(
48484848484848484848!!!!!
i will get there !
i dont give a fuck if i have to starve everyday to get there !
i want to get there !
at least in 2 weeks !
come onnn mann
god be fair !
i am SO not looking forward to 2moro.
spending the whole day with my boyfriend and his friends. hes going to buy me foood !
i'm going to pretend i'm sick.
in fact i am sick.
my throat hurts
i could say i ahve a throat infection and just have liquids?
i have a feeling it wont work though.
so i'm just going to say i feel sick.
like i'm going to hurl sick.
because im spending the whole day with them
and i wont be able to get away to purge.
ARGH
i hate eating and not being able to get it out.
and i wont be able to work out as much 2moro!
FUCK THIS
i want to go.
but slkdfjghsldkjfgskdjfgsdfgsdflk
idontwanttoeat.
iwanttostayhungryforever.
iwanttobethin.
iwantthegapbetweenmythighs.
iwantmyskinnyjeanstofit.
iwantmyribstostickout.
iwantmyhipbonestopokeout.
iwanttoseemyspine.
I WANT IT.
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i'm fucked up. and the only way i can express just a bit of what i'm thinking is through this
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I want it too!
ReplyDeleteBe safe getting there, and take your time.
The longer you take to get there, the longer it will last.
And my boyfriend does the same thing! Just say that your stomach is upsetting you and get some flat water if you must, preferably with lemon. And complain about how the smell of food makes you feel sick when you smell anything.
Good Luck!
ahh hes postponed it to 2moro instead .
ReplyDeletei'm going to pretend i have a stomach ache:)
and yeah thats true. i'd want to stay there foreverrrrrr
thanks love !
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